Having washed the last of the scary Ritalin badness out of my system I find myself once again at the point where this entire exercise in medication began...and it's ABSOLUTELY GREAT TO BE BACK.
I'll miss the focus. Not that I leapt from my previous state in cape and tights or anything... No, I used all that expensive focus (try 90.00 a scrip) for remembering why I entered any given room. Recalling what I said five minutes previously. Doing simple grocery store mathematics. Seriously. Well over 500.00 worth of ADHD medications took me a few baby steps into the reality the rest of humanity inhabits, where I looked around in bemusement for a few moments until liquefied brain matter began to run out my ears. Figuratively.
I've learned some very interesting, heavy, paradigm-shifting things about 'present time' and 'narrative' and 'experience of continuity'; as well as gaining insight into how incredibly malleable perception is.
I'm done as fuck with it, too. Gimme a beer.
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